KiAnI

7mile, 6mile, 8mile =D

2004-05-01T05:38:32Z

today after school we were posta have an away game at northville, but our stupid teammates decided they were too sweet to go to the game & we didn't have enough people to play so we had to forfeit. :( + we get a penalty practice Tuesday which really f'n blows.. when Rece's practice got over me, him, kate & jenny went up to Northville to watch the boys :) it took us like an hour to get there though lmfao, we got lost :( and we went to Mickey D's but they didn't have any fuckin' fries? WTF is up with that? foreal lol.. after the game me & kate went back to my house & then Tim & Rece came and picked us up and we went to sport way and played putt-putt for free because we are SWEET 8) me & Tim lost, I wasn't really in the mood for playing lol.. oh well, after that we went out to AMC 20 to go see "mean girls" but it was sold out :( we had to go see that dumb "ENVY" movie that the guys were obsessing about. It was so boring and + it was SOOO CROWDED we had to sit in the very front row.. I ended up falling asleep lol so I don't know if it was good or not but I'm preatty sure I didn't really miss out lol after that we dropped off Rece & Kate & me and my timothy went back to my house for a little :) now its 1:30 and I'm tired as hell, + I gotta wake up bright & early tomorrow cuz me, bren & kat are going to the guys' game :) goodnight..

btw: I downloaded some of my pics from SOTY, they aren't all on here though but if you want to look at them..then go to "http://www.photobucket.com" & type in kekzpicz :)

oh yeah today was lil' kats birthday!!!! :) Happy b*day Tit. <3 youuuu!!!

amazing night! :P

2004-04-30T02:19:30Z

whooooa.. this fruit fly keeps flying around by my computer, I think it followed me home from Mrs. Bozyk's class :P

(anyways)

I went to school, slept a little :P afterwards we had team pictures..gay. then rece took me & kate back ta her house and we chilled for a little, then her momma took us to the mall & kate got a super cute outfit :) & my timothy<3 & rece met us up there & we went back to my house and chilled for bout 2.5 lol then decided to go to Kate's to have a bonfire :) me & timothy just laid on the trampoline and made wishes on stars :P it was so cute, he's the most adorable thing in the entire world :) a little later we took rece to get his car then my baby took me home <3 it was so cute, both of us singing lol I'm gonna go to sleep tho! that way tomorrow will come faster! =D I can't waiiiiiit :)

My boyfriend is the BEST! <3 I'm so lucky to have you Timothy :)

haven't wrote in'a couple days..

2004-04-29T11:05:12Z

Monday we had an away game @ Central.. we got mercied lmfao, but so did the boys!!! so we didn't feel all that bad about it :P lol

Tuesday we had practice for an hour which was sweet.. them me & kate went back to my house & Tim<3 & rick picked us up and we went to t-bell & to sport way but it was closed :( so we went back to my house and chilled for a couple hours :)

Wednesday we had a home game against Wayne.. Kate got hurt :( so there was only me and this other chick that could pitch & I started =D & I did pretty good.. I pitched the whole game and now my arm feels like its gonna fall off lol we mercied wayne baby!! like 26-16? or something like that!! IT WAS SWEEEEET! the boys lost :( lol its okay though.. I got the game ball too :) so yesterdays game was fun. After the game I talked to Timmy & Justin for awhile! aww I missed those guys :) & then I went out to eat with my daddy & went home & my Timothy picked me up and took me to mickeys to get my fav. blue raspberry slush cuz I did good in my game =D and then we went and rented "dumb & dumber" cuz chimp is obsessed lmao, and we went back to my house and watched it even though we both fell asleep for a little :( lol.. he's so amazing! I'm so glad I met him :)

"wellp, cya later" LOL tim =D

saturday & today..

2004-04-25T22:20:18Z

on saturday me & my daddy went out to eat at Marvaso's (where I used to work) :) & then I came home & bingham picked me up & we went to AMC 20 to see "The punisher" but I couldn't get it cuz im only 15 :( so we bought tickets for "13 going on 30" and went into the punisher :P after that we went and got some slushies from Mickeys =D & then went back to Tim's & chilled for a little :) he asked me out & I said no. SIKE :P lol :) I said yeah.. at like 12:30 I went to my dad's & spent the night there.. this morning I woke up and went to the outback for my softball fundraiser, talked to the girls about our weekend adventures :X lmfao.. I WON A 20in. TV!!! =D after that I REALLY went to see 13 going on 30 with my mom & then I went to 12 oaks with my dad & got some capris, a tank top & sandals from hollister :) at like 7 my timothy came over & we jus chilled & watched "dumb & dumber" lol, he's so freaking adorable.. "we both suck at life, that's why we are together" lol jeez thanx tim. :P he left at 10 and now I'm going to sleep, soo ttyl..goodnight.

holy shiot

2004-04-24T12:49:58Z

(Wednesday)
After school we had an away game at Churchill :) first it started lightning so we had to go inside & wait for it to calm down, then we played a couple innings and it started pourning down rain so the game was called & we all just ran around and played in the rain & ate soggy goldfish :) haha, we got to watch all of the boys game! they did good! =D Ray, Jimmy, Dan & Rich came up to Churchill for like 10 min. and they were being gay so I just got on the bus lol After the game Bingham Boy took me & kate to my house & then a little later him & Ricky Z came over :) we just "chilled" & watched American Pie 2. We had a massive pillow fight & I still have my battle wounds :( ugh lol, it was fun though! they all left at like 1030.

(Thursday)
We had a double header out in freakin' Ann Arbor :x lmfao we didn't do that good but no biggie there, there was this stupid black chick that was talkin' shit during the whole game lmfao "IMM WHIIIITTEEE" After the games, the bus stopped at McDonalds "1..2..3..(potty) BREAK" haha & we all just told ghosts stories on the ride home & that was preeeattyyy much it lol.

(Friday)
Wellp, after school we had a home game against stevenson! Charlie plays for Stevensons varsity but I didn't get to see him :( & fucking Ricky Z didn't bring up sunflower seeds haha.. we lost but we didn't get mercied this time! YESSS lmao.. After the game I went home & then Tim & Tommy picked me up & we went over to Katie's. We jumped on the trampoline forever & played basketball... All four of us were playing basketball for seriously like 2 hours and ONE TIME, I decided to go jump on the trampoline & play with Katie's little cousins, & Tom went to the bathroom (so just Kate & Tim were in the driveway playing) and 2.5 seconds later Katie runs back to the tramp and goes "KIANI RAY IS HERE" I was like WHAT?! I jump off the trampoline and run to the driveway and I see Ray and 3 guys walking away and Katies dad saying "Get the f' outta here right now or the cops can handle this" & I was like WTF HAPPENED?! :( it was so scary & sad.. I seriously fucking hate Ray, I hope he dies and rots in hell, he's such a fucking dirt I swear to goooooooddd. Ray & three guys came up to Tim when he was going to get a ball and were like "Are you tim?" and he was like "Yea" & they just jumped him, the thing is they didn't hurt him AT ALL. Tim didn't have a scratch or a bump on him anywhere! Ray is a fucking psycho I swear to god, I went out with him for what? a week? he broke up with me 4 times within that week and then he thinks he has the right to fight someone that I like? People now days are so fucked up, I couldn't believe that had just happened, I was shaking so bad & me & kate were bout to cry and Tim's like don't cry, it's fine don't worry about it. Tom was all mad too "Blame the bladder bro" That was so scary :( ughh.. I seriously feel so bad, It's basically all my fault but there is nothing I could do to prevent it you know? :( After all that happened we all just went and sat by the fire & roasted marsh-a-mellows :) and then went back on the trampoline =D (I must say that it was amazing) We just laid there and looked at the stars :) It was so cute.. at like 11:30 or 12 Me, Tim & Tom left.. they took me home & Tom got outta the car so we could be all "mushy mushy" lmfao :o* Tim is sooo tight :) I feel so bad about last night though, he didn't deserve that at all.. I wish I coulda just done something to prevent it :( crazyness man. :/ After all of that happened, Ray had the nerve to text message me & ask me if I wanted to hang out.. I texted him back & said "the only time I ever want to see you again is at your fucking funeral asshole" =D lol I hate him.

last few days

2004-04-20T23:16:19Z

Well on Sunday I figured Ray was gonna hoe me out & was I right? why of course :( soo yeah, on Monday he was supposed to come over again, we even had a bet but yep suprise suprise! once again I was hoed. After school I had gay practice, it was sooo warm out tho 8) today after school we had a scrimmage against our Varsity, then me, kate & vee watched the JV boys' scrimmage and talked to Tommy Cha & Bingham for a little :o) Ray stopped over my house for like 5 min today. oh wow, he's sooo gay.

today is Jo n' Al's bday sooo happy birthday to you guys

blah :(

2004-04-18T22:53:52Z

Wellp yep, Last night I called Ray's phone cuz he was posta come over & Dan answered and said that Ray went up north for the night and wouldnt be back til the next morning :( always being hoed.. so I jus went out for a little and came home around 12. got into a huge fight with gay Adam, he was being the biggest prick EVER ughh.. whatever though, I woke up today to a phone call from Raymond :/ he was posta come over at 12 but then for some reason he couldn't & could only come over at 6 so I was like that's cool.. & soo I jus chilled and made Adam take me tanning since he pissed me off last night lol so we went tanning and I came straight home & Ray called me while Adam was dropping me off and got all pissed and I was like umm what? are you gonna cry? and he goes no, but you are because we're done. I'm like WOW wtf. so yeah he broke up with me because I went tanning with Adam, seriously that's so gay lol whatever though, he said he might still come over tonight at 6 so we could talk about stuff but now its almost 7 soo I take it that he isn't coming over. :/ oh well, I hate boys.. they suck at life fer sure. My daddy took me to 12 oaks today and I got 2 pairs of shorts & a tank top from Hollister :o) and then we went out to eat @ Red Lobster and seen my love becky! :P lol & now I'm chillen.. Kate & Sara called me today!!!! :o) they told me about most of their adventures in Florida ughh I'm so jealous of them lol but I'm glad they're back :)

-ttyl

gay canada

2004-04-17T23:51:54Z

The sky is blue & the grass is green
The best damn day that I've ever seen
This is the most perfect dayyy :D
-one dollar short; perfect day

It's fuckin' 80 degrees outside right now!! :D yaaaa!! lol, anyways..

I went to Canada from Thursday - today. it was really boring and ugly there lol, I was glad to come home :o) In Canada all we did was shop, Mom wants to re-do my room in all Hawaiian stuff so we went to this big huge store and bought a whole buncha crap for my room! I'm so excited it's gonna be so cute :o) lol, all in all we spent more then 1,000 dollars just in stuff for my room alone! =-o that's insane I know lol I haven't seen my baby since LAST SUNDAY! :( I miss hanging out with him, we're posta hang out tonight, but I haven't heard from him yet and its almost 8:00. Looks like another hoe out to me :( oh well, I'll write later..

Happy 16th birthday Amber!!

STORY OF THE YEAR CONCERT!!!!!!!!

2004-04-15T12:57:44Z

ok ok..so all day I Jus chilled, prayed that Ray would get off work early so I could see him but he didn't :( so I jumped in the shower and got ready for the concert, Krystal & Jenny got to my house around 3:30 and my mom picked us up at 4:30 and we went and got my dad & some mcdonalds and were on our long journey to Clutch Cargos!! lmfao.. ok so we're driving to clutch cargos going down telegraph and then all of a sudden u see lights, yep.. my mom got pulled over for speeding (going 15 over) lmfao, I took a sneak picture of the police man giving my momma a ticket hahaha so then we were off again, we get 5 minutes away from Clutch Cargos and my mom goes, ok so you all have your ticket? and You hear Krystal say "Yea" then Jenny say "Yea" then Kiani.. uhh where's my ticket?!?!?! LMFAO yep, you guessed it! I FORGOT MY F'N TICKET AT HOME ON MY DRESSER! hahahaha it was already 6:30 when we got to Clutch the FIRST Time, but we had to drive allllllll the way back to get my f'n ticket LMFAO, I was like "WHY DIDNT YOU REMIND ME TO BRING IT?!" and they were like, uhh ticket? concert? HELLO?! lmfao I had to just laugh at it all hahaha my good friend Johnathan drove 1/2 way & met us so we didn't have to drive so far and then we were fucking OFF to the concert again! the sweet thing was we didn't have to wait in a line to get in :o) so we go up to the balcony and we see Mij & Angela :o) they looked so cute!! lol then we went and seen Amanda, Mandy, Jeff & Bascom! Palmer was posta go & crowd surf with me :( but he didn't go :/ from the balcony we spotted Jimmy, Doug & Adam down in the front so we ran downstairs and on our way there we seen Jessica, Kyle & Alicia so we talked to them for a little, then we worked our way alllll the way up to the front It was shweet! People were moshing like NONE other, me & Jenny fell and like 10 people fell on top of us and our legs were crushed underneath them all and it hurt so bad, and these really nice boys helped us up! Adair played first, then LUCKY BOYS CONFUSION! omg they were awesome!! :O) when "broken" came on I went nuts lol they foreal did sweet, then Hazen street went on then Story of the year!! Me and Krystal crowd surfed like 5 times!! lmfao that was a'fucking'mazing! haha the bouncers all gripped us up lol I felt so bad at first, cuz people pick u up and then just throw you on everyones heads lol but after the first time I was like FUCK IT! do it again!!! :o) haha Mandy & Amanda came down and visited us! :O) that was fun lol we were all just going crazy, Adam Doug Jimmy Me Krystal & Jenny were screaming & jumping around all night long it was SOOO fun foreal! a couple of times I felt like I was gonna pass out, It was sooo hott and everyone kept pushing me and shit, everything got all slow and I got dizzy so I went and got something to drink and went back in! :o) SOTY did amazing! all their songs were so good!! When "Until the day I Die" came on, the crowd went absolutely NUTS!! I called Raymond & let him have a listen :oP lol and for their encore they did "Enter Sandman" by Metallica lol it was so fun! We met these dudes named Josh & Ross, they were really nice! Adam yelled at Josh lmfao it was funny! oh well.. I took LOTS of pictures, hopefully they turn out :o) After the show was over, we went over to the Merch table and I got a brown SOTY shirt and a blue Lucky Boys Confusion shirt! :o) I took pictures of the LBC guys and I bought their CD which they signed :oP lol then My mom and dad picked us girls up and we took them home & I went home and talked to my baby & went to sleep :o)

Last night was seriously the BEST! :o) I hope I remembered all the important details lol, foreal I <3'ed last night.. It couldn't have been any better at all!!!! :o) SOTY IS THE F'N BEST!! \m/!!! haha

I'll put my pics from my digi cam up asap! (x) cross ur fingers that they turn out!! :oP

STORY OF THE YEAR TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-04-14T14:07:33Z

STORY OF THE YEAR, ADAIR, HAZEN STREET & LUCKY BOYS CONFUSION CONCERT TODAY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I foreal can't fucking wait!!! I hate everything that's been going on and hopefully this will put me in a better mood! :)

8 hours til' the big show!! =D =D

Krystal & Jenny are comin' over my house around 3 or 4 and then we're leaving, we wanted to leave at like 12 or somethin but my dad has to work til 3:30 so yeah.. :/ guess we'll jus have to squeeze our way to the front lol :P

Raymond was posta only have to work for a couple hours today, so he was gonna come by and see me for a little bit before I leave for the concert and for Canada tomorrow, but he ended up hoeing me out like mother fucking usual. it's whatever..

wellp anyways, I'll write later after the show :P cannnt waiiiit :)

crappy day :(

2004-04-14T02:44:05Z

well..i woke up to people bitching at me, whats new though? read some pretty mean comments in my journal that made me feel like complete crap.. (I deleted them by the way) I had practice @ 3.. and Johnathan took me, but "there wasn't anyone up at the school" ;) so I went to fairlane mall with him instead and we got him some shoes, then I came home. Got bitched at some more, I really can't take all this bs thats going on, people telling me to go kill myself and shit :( it really makes me second guess why I bother to keep breathing, when it seems like no1 wants me here anymore anyways :X whatever, I wanted to hang out with Ray really bad today, because I won't be able to do anything with him until Sunday and he said that he would call me back in about 2 hours or so, and try to find a ride out to my house so we could chill, and before I knew it, it was 10 o'clock.. so I called him, and he was at the pool hall all the way out in wyandotte, soo yea.. he can drive all the way out there, but can't stop by and see his girlfriend? :( whatever though.. I don't even know, I talked to Palmer today for seriously like 4 hours, he's such a sweetheart (thanx kiddo) I dunno, he really helped me out alot.. & Ray, ughh he really makes me mad, he tells me he likes me so much, but yet he doesn't even make an effort to call me or hang out with me when he knows he wont be able to see me for ahwile, and then he asked me if I could hang out with him before the concert tomorrow & I was like man F' that, I'm not gonna change my plans so I can hang out with him when he can't do the same for me yanoe? whatever, boys are gay :( not to mention so are friends! ASDAJ, how cute.. a group made of people that "hate kiani" thats really tight, I'm glad people love to base their whole lives around me.. I seriously fucking hate immature people, I don't see how people can be so mean to someone, how do they live their lives everyday, knowing that they make other people not want to live theirs anymore? must be wonderful.. fucking assholes! Yeah, Adam called me and in the background Doug goes "Kiani, I'm sorry..I'M SORRY THAT YOUR STILL ALIVE" :( and Ray called me and I was balling my eyes out so he made me tell him why, and then he called Doug's phone and started yelling @ them, and he called Amanda's phone and yelled at her for the ASDAJ thing even after I told him not to, and to just stay out of it. Then Adam and Jimmy made up all this bullcrap to try to get Ray mad at me and he called me back screaming at me and broke up with me :( Then Jimmy called Ray back and said that he wasn't sure the things he told him before was true so Ray called ME back and said he was sorry and asked if I would still be his girl :( seriously, so much drama.. I can't even deal with this shit, it's so fuckin' gayyyyy! whatever though, I told Ray just to forget about Doug & Adam, and him & Jimmy are like best friends so he shouldn't fight with him, and to not give a fuck about amanda, she's gay anyways. so I guess me & Raymond are still going out :/ I hate everything that's going on, why can't people just let me be fucking happy? God damn, :( OH YEA! and as for Canada, I'm now staying there for 2 fucking nights.. way to spend a spring break, in a gay ass country with your MOM! >:o we got into a fight about it, so now she won't let me bring becky :( so yeah, I'll be in buttfuck Canada from thursday - saturday night.. I can't fucking wait, what a wonderful vacation this is turning out to be! >:o :/ ughh.. whatever, I'm going to sleep bye :(

blahhh

2004-04-12T21:21:26Z

STORY OF THE YEAR IN 2 DAYS BABY!!!!!!!!! :)

I woke up this morning & went out to breakfast with my Daddy :) & then we played catch and I practice pitching & went up to the batting cages.. I chilled with him until it was time for practice cuz he had to go to the doctors cuz he tore his hamstring muscle when he was squatting 600 pounds :( poor thing.. soo I went to practice at 3:00 and me, becky & jenny made our plans for tomorrow!! =D After practice me & the girls are taking a road trip to HoOtErS! lol its gonna be interesting fer sure.. Thursday me & Becky are gonna stay the night in Canada O:) lol.. it'll be shweet! so yeah, me & Adam talked today.. well more like fought. He said he hates me and to go kill myself cuz I'm going out with Raymond. The whole "go kill yourself" thing didn't really get to me becaus Doug & Jimmy both have told me that quite often within the last couple days. It's so funny how you realize who your true friends are, sure..they should feel bad for Adam and stuff, but if they were my true friends they'd be glad that I was happy right? Instead they tell me to go kill myself because no one would miss me anyways. What amazing friends! I don't even care anymore, they're so immature & "you can't lose something you never had" so I guess they were never my friends in the first place? I don't even know why Jimmy hates me & Doug just hates me because I hurt Adam.. whatever though.. I'm used to 'friends' stabbing me in the back! so it's all tight. I was contemplating on wether or not I should still go to the SOTY concert since those three were gonna be there, but I'm not even boutta let them ruin my fun :P anyways.. I just chilled today, laid around and watched some home videos from when I went to hawaii for 3 months when I was 8.. it made me cry when I seen all my cousins, I miss them sooo much man! I can't wait til' the summer, I'm going back fer sure!! :) today was so chill, lol.. I went to bed, knowing that Raymond was gonna call me in'a couple hours when he got home and did he?! Yesss lol :P He called me at 1:30am and woke me up.. we talked for like a 45 min. and then I came on here because I can't go back to sleep lol. well..we're posta hang out tomorrow but we most likely won't because Raymond loves to hoe. I'm goin back to sleep tho, peace.

"Best Friends" is 11 letters, yet then again..so is "Fake Bitches"

quiiizz cuz I was bored lol

2004-04-12T15:51:42Z

[the beginning]
what time is it: // 11:25
what's the date: // April 12th

[information]
full name: // kiani gabrielle lacanaria
age: // 15
sex: // girl
birthday: // august 24th
zodiac sign: // virgo
what skoo u go to: // John Glenn
what's your mascot: // Rockets
what are your skoo colors: // Red, white & blue
nicknames: // keke, kek'
what are ur hobbies: // hmm..chillin' w/my girls & playin' sports
hair color: // blonde & dark brown
ever dyed your hair: // yulp
what color: // uhh I jus said lol
hair length: // long
eye color: // dark brown
height: // five ' three =D
have any pets: // uh huh..2 cats & a bird
what's their names: // lacy, zoey, lizzy
what do you fear most in the world: // being alone
what do you regret the most: // alotta things :X
if you could do anythin without consequences, what would it be: // i dunno
do u have braces: // nope
do u have glasses: // yah but I wear my contacts mostly
are you good at school: // I guess
shoe size: // 7

[favorites]
car vroom vroom: // Diablo!!!
color: // lime green, pink & orange
class: // riight.
day of the week: // saturday
holiday: // christmas maybe?
season: // summer
month: // july and august
sport: // basketball n' volleyball n' softball
movie: // serendipity
actress: // sandra bullock
actor: // hmm, keanu reeves :oP
T.V. show: // real world
food: // macaroni n' cheese
drink: // mountain dew
band: // matchbook romance
guy singer: // I Dunnooo
girl singer: // hmmm i dunno that either
e-mail buddy: // ?
saying: // "nawice"
word: // dude
brand of shoes: // DCs
radio station: // 88.7 97.9 105.9 93.1 95.5
room in your house: // my room
concert you've been too: // SOTY will prolly be my favorite concert (in 2 days) WAHOO!!! =D
CD: // Matchbook Romance & SOTY
pizza topping: // pepperoni, n' mushrooms!
state: // Hawaii
city: // Waikiki
letter: // I don't fuckin' know lol
number: // 3, 4, 13
vacation spot: // hawaii again
cereal: // cookie crisp
ice cream flavor: // superman
video game: // mario party & tetris

[friends & boys]
friends: // friends are overrated
best friend's: // becky & katie
spend most time with: // those two ^
who do u have the most inside jokes with // Becky, Kate, Jen, Vee, & Lauren
how many people have u made out with: // 7? lol
who were the last 5 people you kissed? // Ray, Timmy, Adam, Rusty, Andy
do u have a boyfriend: // yesss as of yesterday lol <3 Ray
what was ur longest relationship: // 1 yr, 2 months & 3 days (adam)
have you ever been in love: // 2 times..love sux
whats the farthest u've gone with a guy: // worry bout :P nah, everything :X

[past]
first grade teacher's name: // miss crawl
last word you said: // gay
last song you sang: // burn * usher
last meal you ate: // mashed potatoes & turkey :) (easter dinner yesterday lol)
fave childhood cartoon: // care bears! lol
what did you hate most about school: // everything! specially the drama
last person you flipped off: // prolly Adam
last song stuck in your head: // SOTY..in the shadows
what line/verse: // theres a smile on my face & its 2:55 AM
last time you bled: // hmm..when me & Adam got into a fist fight and my knuckles started bleeding lol

[present]
what's in your CD player: // SOTY, Matchbook Romance, AFI & Yellowcard
what color sox are u wearing: // none :P
what's under your bed: // my memory box & a buncha stuffed animals & crap
what's the weather like: // eh, semi-warm :P
what time did you wake up today: // 11:00
did you think it was earlier, later, or on time: // early

[future]
who do you want to marry: // Ashton Kutcher lol :P
are you going to college: // yea
if so, how long do you want to go: // I think I have to go for 8 years?
where do you want to go: // U of H [hawaii]
what is your career going to be: // Vet
where are you going to live: // hawaii most def.
how many kids do you want: // 2 or 3
kids names [-girls-]: // alexia & braxton
kids names [-boys-]: // damien & connor
where do you want your honeymoon: // somewhere hott
what kind of car will you have: // diablo lamberghini :oP

[other]
do you like your handwriting: // I guess
if you could be anybody, who would you be: // anyone
which superhero would you be: // super pimp! [my own super hero] 8)
do you have any piercings: // yep
any tattoos: // nope not yet :P
if so where: // piercings- ear's.. caritlage
are you picky: // a little
what makes you cry: // boys, my mom, friends
what makes you mad: // same as ^^ up there
what do you think of Eminem: // hott as shit
do you like cartoons: // sometimes
when you get mad, do you swear a lot: // fuck yeah
got milk: // in the fridge
do you have a magic 8 ball: // yesss
ever worn black nail polish: // yea
do you have your own tv and vcr: // yep
do you believe in fate: // yes..serendipity is the best movie!
do you see dead people: // how old is that?
are you a good speller: // I guess so
do you ever steal anything from hotels: // nope
what is your last name backwards: // airanacal
do you want to be the first person on the sun when you grow up: // I'm tight on getting all burnt up and shit.
pimps - cool, scary, or illegal: // well, I'm cool aren't I? :P lol jk

Happy Easter!! :)

2004-04-12T00:01:15Z

hmm..I woke up all early & crap cuz my mom wanted me to see what the "Easter bunny" brought.. I got a palm tree lamp thing & a palm tree candle for my room :) very very cute.. so after that I went back ta sleep for'a lil.. then woke up & showered and got ready & the whole family came over @ about 2.. we ate and watched the video from our trip to Hawaii! then my daddy picked me up at 5 and we went cruisin, and over to my Grandma's house and chilled with her.. then my dad took me home at like 9.

BoYs
wellp..me & timmy..I don't know.. I will always love that kid, I always have! & me and him will always have a thing, it's weird but I just don't think me & him are gonna work out right now.. & ray is a really sweet guy.. he asked me out and I said yeah, hopefully things go good between us :) ttyl. 4/11/04

saturday

2004-04-11T03:29:21Z

Wellp..today me & becky woke up @ like 930.. and we took her home, then I went and got my hair done.. I got highlights & a trim :) & then we went to the mall & I got some stuff.. & Adam & Derek picked me up & we went tanning.. then I went back home and showered and got ready! Me & Ray were supposed to hang out but he never called me back? Which really pissed me off, he said was just getting me back for having people over yesterday instead of hanging out with him but whatever.. then I was gonna hang out with Timmy but he was being gay as usual.. & Rick called me & told me to go over to Abby's cuz everyone was over there but I dunno.. Adam came and picked me up & me him derek dustin chris & doug jus chilled there for ahwile, we were all boutta go to Abby's cuz there wasn't shit else to do but we decided not to soo yeah, Ray called me & got all mad at me because I was with Adam which is stupid because I wasn't gonna sit at home and do nothing jus because he decided to play some stupid games.. grrr, now I'm jus chillin'.. boutta go to sleep! Easter tomorrow :P lol

Friday :P

2004-04-10T03:04:15Z

Me & Adam went out to breakfast..& then went tanning :) and then he dropped me off and I got in the shower & got ready, & then my dad picked me up and we went out to dinner, then we went to the mall so I could get these sweet DCs I wanted but they didn't have my size! :( sooo he just dropped me back off at home, then I was posta go out with Ray & Amber but Amber couldn't go so I decided to just sit at home.. then Adam, Becky, Doug & Alex came over and we just watched t.v. and crap! then my aunt made them leave bcause she's about GAY lmfao.. oh well, so now me & becky are boutta watch "Cheaper by the Dozen" and go to sleep! I'm gettin' my hair did tomorrow! :) yippy!!! :p ttyl.

first night of SB!! =D

2004-04-09T01:54:51Z

so I scrubbed to school, about no1 was there cuz they were all leaving or packing to go away for SB.. after school Me & Kate got a ride home from Adam & Chris.. and we just chilled around here for a little, ate some mac n' cheese & sausage? lmao weird.. then Sara came over :) & then we were talking to Rick & Tom because they claimed Chillfest.. and Palmer (aka my stalker) was trying to chill with us but noo Rick is gay lol.. so Rick & Tommy Cha came over to my house and we all piled in the car.. & I had to run in and get my cell so the girls followed me & Tom took off >:o lol.. he came back like 5 min. later, we were all pissed and stuff haha, so yeah.. he drove us up to Town & Country so I could umm "Get an application" lmfao.. Timmy was working, so we talked to him for like 10 minutes.. then we piled back in Tommy cha's car.. and as we're making a right hand turn.. Tom's door FLIES open lmfao It was so funny I swear, we were scared for poor tom's life though! :P hahahaha.. "Now this car DEFINITELY needs to go on -pimp my ride-" lol.. so we all came back to my house and chilled with them for a little :) we played pool and shizzit, Aww Tom's such a nice guy lol.. Rick claimed him to be the nicest out of his friends, lol.. so after awhile Raymond & Brandon stopped by & then Tom & Rick left so we just chilled with Ray & Bran for a little.. then they left & so did Kate & Sara (who are leaving for Florida tomorrow! :( I'll miss you girls!) & then Adam came and picked me up and we went to 7*11 and drove around & talked about things and chilled and stuff.. funnn.

Well, I'll write later..:P ttyl.

blah again

2004-04-08T01:37:16Z

::10 Things You Touch Everyday::
1: keyboard
2: toothbrush
3: clothes
4: cell phone
5: doorknob
6: mouse
7: my backpack
8: fridge handle
9: light switch
10: eyelash curler

::9 Close (enough) Friends::
1: Adam
2: Doug
3: Jimmy
4: Alex
5: Kate
6: Becky
7: Lauren
8: Vee
9: Krystal

::8 Things you're looking forward to::
1: Spring Break
2: Summer Vacation
3: Next visit to Hawaii
4: Graduation
5: Getting my licence/car
6: Going surfing
7: Laying out in the sun
8: My birthday

::7 Things you wear daily::
1: bra
2: t-shirt
3: socks
4: jeans
5: shoes
6: lipgloss
7: mascara

::6 Random Memories::
1: When Me, Becky, Katie, Vee & Lauren jumped in the back of David Woods truck and got slammed all around and left the vehicle injured as all hell lol
2: Me & Katie standing outside in the freezing cold begging freakin' Kimble & Rick to let us in the fuckin' car!
3: Skating home from skateland with Timmy like 3 years ago lol best night ever.
4: Me & Justin sitting in his basement watching some bootleg video that kept fucking up and his smelly dog blanket
5: Becky's sweet party she threw in freakin' kindergarten haha it was amazing..
6: Me & Rusty playing basketball in my driveway and watching "A Walk to Remember" (Couldn't even tell you why that memory popped into my head)

::5 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
1: Save the last dance
2: Walk to Remember
3: Everafter
4: Pirates of the Caribbean
5: Blue crush

::4 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys::
1: barbies
2: legos
3: trolls
4: hmm..

::3 People You Have Kissed Before::
1: I'll just go with the three most recent.. Timmy
2: Ray
3: Rusty

::2 Of Your Favorite Songs::
1: Broken - Lucky boys confusion
2: Sunday drive - The Early November

::1 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With::
1: In all honesty, Adam..sure, we're not going out anymore but I will always love that kid no matter how much I might deny it & even though we aren't going out, we're inseperable and EVERYONE knows it lol so yeah, I could spend the rest of my life with Adam :)

I just wrote in here like a hour or two ago, but I decided to write again lol.. Adam picked me up and we are pulling out of my subdivision, haven't even been in his truck for more then 15 seconds (this is his 1st full day of having his liscense, mind you) and he squeels outta the driveway onto Newburgh, .5 seconds later you see the lights of a police car and whatta you know?!?! Me & Adam are being pulled over lmfao! He got a ticket for squeelings his tires, no registration, & no proof of insurance! I happened to think it was quite funny & Adam got a kick out of it too :) That's our first wonderful driving experience together haha, after that we went and got ice cream as planned & drove around and talked about things.. then he dropped me off! Hearing him say "I Love You" really just made me feel good inside, seeing as how I haven't heard those words from him in about a month.. It made me see how much I really do still love him :) & I'm glad that I'm still as close with him as I was before!

Well..I'm bout go to sleep soooo ttyl :P

blahhh

2004-04-07T23:28:17Z

1 more day of school til' SpRiNg BrEaK! can't wait to just sleep 24/7 foreal! :) Well.. after school, Me, Kate & Becky jus chilled and I talked to Raymond for a little, then it was game time! what fun lol, don't even want to talk about the game.. lets just say, we got dominated as predicted haha! Doug, Alex, Ryan, Jimmy & Adam came up and watched us suck it up for a little..they left like in the 3rd inning and yeah.. After the game Adam swooped and took me home & we got into a little fight and I started crying.. ughh I dunno :( we're okay now though, it's just so weird to see him not missing me at all but yeah.. now I'm waiting for Adam to come pick me up so we can go for a night-time cruise & talk about things and get some icecream & stuff :) soo ya ttyl peace :P

.5 day! :)

2004-04-07T10:56:17Z

Went to school..it was such a pointless day! 4th hour we read a book all hour, how gayyy.. 5th hour we watched a movie & 6th hour is gym! Well, after school Rick was posta take me & Kate to taco bell and then back to Kate's house but noo.. Ricks a faggot and had to get some speakers 'er some shit so he couldn't take us, so finally he talked Tommy Cha into giving us a ride but we had already found one! Saif took us to Taco bell :) yumm & then back to Katies (Thanx Saif) WHHHATTT!? lmao.. soo then Rick & Kimble called my cell and said they were gonna swoop, so they went over to Katies and we stood in the street for like 20 min. agruing about where we were gonna sit lol.. so eventually we all just squeezed in kimbles truck.. we drove over to Palmer's but he wasn't home.. soo Kimble just took us to Rick's cuz he had to go to baseball.. soo Rick seriously drove us around for like an hour trying to find a place to chill lmao, we called EVERYONE & their mom but no1 was home or anything.. Rick told me to call Palmer so I did and you hear him scream "YOU FUCKIN ASSHOLE" in the background and I was like whooaa and threw the phone to Rick & Palmer goes "BRO I CANT TALK, I JUS GOT INTO AN ACCIDENT" :( Way to be rick, way to be lol.. soo we ended up just going to Age's & Kristen was there (Aka Troy & Rowdy's girlfriends) lol and we just dicked around & made fun of Rick the whole time! DMS (Delayed Manners Syndrome) lmfao Me & Katie had a wrestling match on Age's trampoline, I kicked her in the mouth hahaha sowwy katie :( then at 2:30 Rick took me & Katie up to our softball practice & took Age to Troys :)

After softball..Adam & Doug came and swooped (Since Adam thinks he's sweet now, since he's got his liscense) & we just sat and talked about how funny it is that now he has his liscense, people has hasn't talked to in'a year start IMing him lmfao how pathetic, anyways.. he took me & Katie to my house & then me & her jus chilled :P and RayRay & JimJim came over @ like 8? I felt so bad for Ray :( poor lil thing lol, it was fun making fun of him though haha :D ROCKY!! but yeah, they left at like 10 and took Katwa home :)

I <3 Katie Tratar! she's my new bf :D

mondayyyy

2004-04-06T10:46:32Z

soo Raymond told me that I should be expecting a suprise from him at school on Monday, so I went to school all excited lol and when 6 hour comes, I didn't have any suprise :( I guess the office called me down, but I didn't hear them because I have gym 6th hour & I was busy hoopin' it up w/Johnny! :P lol.. so after school I went into the office & was like "uuhh, do you have anything for Kiani?" & they were like yeah hold on! I was like =-o then she pulled out this huge buquet? lol of flowers & It had a note from Raymond sayin' "To Kiani, jus wanted you to know I was thinking about you" or something like it :) It was soo sweet!! & they were so pretty lol (THANX RAYMOND!!)

After school..I called Raymond and told him thank you & me & Adam went to 7*11 and then went to drivers ed for the last day of segment 2. Ad's getting his liscense today which is pretty neat even though he claims to not be driving me anywhere lol

Me & Timmy got into a fight yesterday, kinda? and so did me & Jimmy :( I was getting all upset cuz everyone was getting mad so I just started crying & with just my luck, Raymond calls and I felt like such a fag lol oh well.. me & Timmy are alright now, I told Raymond about what happened w/me & Timmy on Friday, he was a little upset, but I'm not going out with anyone so its not like he really CAN be mad at me, I understand though! but we're all good :) Everything is just really confusing right now, I really don't want to hurt either Timmy or Raymond because they are both just AMAZING! so yeah, I'm jus takin' it slow w/both of them..

Today we have a half day..Me & Katie were gonna try to talk Rick into taking us to T-bell and stuff afterwards lmfao I dunno if he is going to though, who knows.. I have softball from 3-4 then I'm not doing anything.. so if your reading this and its after school, you obviously don't have anything to do either! so call me lol :P ttyl

saturday

2004-04-04T18:41:13Z

well at 12 the softball team had to meet up at canton for our scrimmage that started at 1..it was so f'n cold out :( ughh.. but the game went okay I guess, they didn't keep score, but they said that we about tied which is pretty sweet.. after the scrimmage I came home and showered and was looking for something to do for like EVER! but I didn't find anything

Raymond had his surgery @ 11am and it took 2 hours, he had ta get 3 plates put in his face and a plastic thing under his eye, they went in through his cheek and through his mouth :( poor thing! he'll be okay though, he's a tank lmfao ;) haha he called me like an hour afters surgery got over and we talked for a little bit, he sounded like he was in so much pain, I felt so bad lol :( aww..

wellp..around like 9? Doug, Becky & Adam came over and we watched Gothika.. I seen it before and I knew when all the scary parts were so I kept covering my face w/the blanket lol, I fell asleep like a half hour into it and they all just chilled, they left at like 12 and Becky stayed the nightttt.. we didn't go bed til like f'n 2am.. then RAYMOND called and woke us up at 10:30 lmao :( grr, so we decided ta jus go to the mall w/my momma & I got some pjz from Victoria Secret! they're so adorable! my shirt says "kiss all frogs, one might be your prince" or somethin' like it lol :) I'm pry jus layin' around the house today, Sundays are always chill.. soo yep

Me & Amanda Lewis aren't friends again! I already wrote about how I told Raymond that I wasn't gonna go out with him & stuff because Amanda didn't want me to and I didn't want to hurt her or anything.. well, I guess Amanda got mad that I told Raymond what she said? WTF?! what was I supposed to do? Just be like "Yo, Raymond! I can't go out with you ever because.. well, I can't tell you why, I just can't" umm NO! he deserves an explanation and that's what he got, so yeah she went off on me saying "Fuck you, I don't want anything to do with you, you didn't change" and all this other shit? WTF did I do? honestly, someone tell me cuz I really don't understand why I once again lost my friend.. all I did was break things off with Raymond because I was thinking about Amanda, and I didn't want to hurt her, but this is what I get in return? its such bullshit, I try so hard but I guess its never good enough.. It was bad enough that she had a problem with it in the first place, Raymond NEVER even liked her fuckin' anyways, and + she liked him like 4 months ago & now she has a boyfriend so wtf is the big deal? It's not my fault Raymond never liked her & he likes me.. but I still freakin' told him I'd never go out with him FOR HER. I'm just not even gonna care anymore, if one of my "friends" liked some dude before or somethin' thats too damn bad, fuck tryin'a make other people happy.. ugh I hate girls. :(

As for me & timmy.. I don't even know lol I haven't talked to him since Friday :( so I don't even know if he likes me, he acted like it Friday though O:) :o* lol.. I Just really don't want to be led on by him, or anyone for that matter.. he's timmy though, he never acts like he likes someone when he does, oh welllll.. Its whatever..

friday =)

2004-04-03T05:50:10Z

school is so gay, but I went to that then chilled with becky & kate, then had softball practice 3-4:30, wasn't much of a practice, me & the girls just got our uniforms and put all our crap on and danced around & took crazy pictures lol then I went home and showered and got ready & went over ta timmys :) he looks like a hollister model or something, foreal! he's so cute lol.. we just chilled and watched "fight club" I fell asleep like 5x :/ I was sooo tired haha.. it was fun though! :o* =D I hadn't hung out with him in forever & he's still the amazing TJB from before =D then I was stranded at his house and had like 15 min. to get home so his sweet friend Scott came and picked us up & took me home! :) very nice lol

we have our first scrimmage tomorrow =-o against canton! im scarrredd lol, I might pitch, but I told the coach I didn't really wanna pitch this season, he said I still might though, who knows! our uniforms.. well, they arent THAT bad.. they aren't the cutest things though lol.. who cares! the KLONDIKES are f'n amazing & that's all that matters haha :P it shall be interesting..

the whole raymond sitch..
dude, raymonds a really sweet guy! (not to mention f'n hott) but yanoe, Amanda said she'd be upset if I hooked up with him and stuff because she usta like him like 4 months ago? even though she's got a boyfriend (don't really understand why its such a big deal to her) but whatever.. I try to take her feelings into consideration, and even though I have a lil' crush on Ray.. I told him that things aren't gonna work out between us because I don't want to do to that to Amanda, but what do I get in return? NOTHING, not even a thank you or anything.. seriously, It's bs that I try so hard to make her happy & keep us from fighting, but would Amanda drop a guy for me? highly doubtful.. whatever, hopefully she'll appreciate what I did for her and stop being all pissy about it because I didn't HAVE to end things w/Ray? but I did anyway.. so yeah.. :/

some pics :P

yesterday

2004-04-01T11:47:52Z

went ta school, then chilled w/my love kate :) & then practice from 3-4:30, went home and Raymond, Jimmy, Dan & Victor came over and chilled! we played pool and watched "domestic disturbance" and I could barely keep my eyes open lol Victor was crashed just about the whole time.. Raymond is having his surgery tomorrow :o/ aww. he has to get a metal plate in his face! *PLATE FACE* lol :P poor kid, I was posta go up to the hospital w/Jimmy at like 7? cuz his surgery gets done @ 8 but I have to babysit so I can't!! SORRY RAYMOND!! good luck with your surgery though, lil one! anyways.. that was about it.. oh yeah, I talked to timmy on the phone for like an hour :) he's so weird lol :P just kidding but yeah ttyl

tuesday

2004-03-31T12:02:29Z

I went to school..then chilled w/Katie & Alex & Adam afterwards and had practice @3. yeah it was def. raining outside & me and that sexy girl Kate were both doomed w/White shirts lol :( I stayed there til' about 3:40 then went to Driver's ed w/Adam.. soo boring but there's alotta people in our class that we knew so it was alright. After that, Adam dropped me off @ home and Jimmy, Ray, Victor, Brandon & Dan came over and I chilled with them..beat up JimJim a lil bit :P then Ray, Vic & Brandon went to get some t-bell yumm :) then came back and chilled more & we watched "the sweetest thing" lol, the guys gotta kick out of that I'd have to say :P around 10 we all went outside and were standing on my garage talking lol while some nasty ;) boy smoked a nasty cigarette >:o ughh yuck. and they all drew on the sidewalk w/sidewalk chalk haha. then around 10:30 they all left :) & NO! I don't have a crush on victor lmfao, it was just a big fat joke! sorry victor lol.

never ending drama
See man..when I wasn't friends w/everyone, I didn't have to worry about doin' shit to piss them off because they were already pissed off at me lol do you get it? well, now amanda's mad @ me because of Ray.. I'm not even "talking" to Ray and I only hung out with him one time + she is going out with Brandon & her & Ray were never really "talking" so I don't really understand why she's mad @ me, but of course.. Kiani always has to do something wrong and get someone pissed at me in some way >:o whatever tho..this is why I hate being friends w/girls, they only bring drama and stuff and I'd rather just be a loner, honestly lol..